Tanned or White

走在藥妝店裡 小姐一定會問我需要找美白產品嗎?

自從在荷蘭曬黑後 我的皮膚就是健康的小麥色,其實我非常喜歡這樣的皮膚

在荷蘭 跟曬黑的荷蘭人比起來 我算是比較白的

但是回到台灣 推銷產品的小姐反而覺得我需要美白了.

Taipei - Ik Ben Thuis!

The fourth day since I arrived in Taiwan is a happy eating day. My family had Thai and Chinese food in restaurants. The price is fucking cheap comparing to NL. I've been suffering from the jet lag in these days. My English speaking skill is unimproved. Chinese listining skill is better thank English. It's a distaster. I've talked to my dear Cotty on skype. She's studying her final exams. She has 11 exmas. Wow, that's a lot.I drank a cup of coffee everyday to keep me awake in daytime. I had dinner with my aunt. She always like to preach. I don't give a damn shit to her damn shit life value. I visited my cusions' family in Kaouchung in weekend. My aunt was very happy to see me again. She likes to preach,too.

Why do those seniors in a Chinese family like to preach the youngers and bother their own future career or marriage? I don't give a damn shit to those old stories or life value. They are all cliche.

It's so free in Holland. Because no one bother me about my future planning. Of course, they will ask me. But they merely want to show they are friends of mines. They support my idea and respect to me. Unlike my aunts and grandmother, they don't respect to me. They said anything about bullshit life value whenever they want. They don't want me to share my value with them. Listening is the only thing I'm supposed to react. What the fxxk!! I don't give any damn shit to these life lessons!

Ik ben thuis. I am home. Taipei. I felt nothing but boring. Living in Taipei is boring. Friends are busy working their damn shit jobs or studying. They don't bother if I come home or not. What the fuxx.

When Groningen becomes the past...

Groningen is the past in my life now. I've left the Netherlands in 14th of July. When I was in the air, my tears came out from my eyes. My heart is broken.

Even I arrived in Taiwan, I resistant to change the time of my watch. My heart still in Holland. I like greeting to a stranger on the street. I like to speak English and little be of Dutch to people. I like to meet new friends from diverse backgrounds. I like cycling in Groningen. If you show me anything relating to Holland, I will cry very hard on the spot. Let alone to say that if it is merely a space cake.

Those memories in Holland are erupted gradually by the ugly scene of Taipei. I don't want to lose memories of beautiful and cute houses. I don't want to forget tall and friendly Dutch people. Therefore, I'd write down things I've seen and learned in Holland.

The first lesson is greeting to people. It's a normal and polite expression in Holland. I was shy to say hi in the first place. However, I can say hi more naturally later. When there are non-Chinese speakers around, it's polite to speak the language they can understan, i.e English in this situation.

I found that elders respect young people's decision about their future. Dutch think that everyone is an independent individual. People don't want to bother someone's future.

I don't need to get used to Taipei. I don't feel any change in Taipei. Needless to say, I don't give a damn shit on any spot in Taipei! and shit, I miss Groningen so much!

一頁台北 Au Revoir Taipei 。 複習台北

終於去了北邊小鎮看了海豹 他們看起來很可愛 非常有趣耶! 在Wiunsum這個小鎮吃了午餐和喝杯小午茶,與Amy Vicky 度過這一天

下午回到宿舍後 再去harmony的圖書館還書,然後去挑紀念品,其實我只買了Wafel, 因為實在不知道要買什麼紀念品回去,發現一張海報在爛籃子的店有便宜一歐,真是不舒服,居然在V&D 買貴了.吼

晚上看一部電影: 一頁台北 Au Revoir Taipei, 我想起來自己必須複習台北的人物及街道景色,我即將要面對新的挑戰和目標, 我覺得很緊張!

我即將要寫下在荷蘭的最後一篇網誌了! (哀傷) 何時才能知道,我能再有機會回到荷蘭或是出國呢? 即時將來開始工作了, 我一定會抓住能出國學習經驗的機會! 這個世界這麼大,我還沒去過的地方 認識的人實在還有太多! 我要積極努力點啊! 不能只停留在這個小小的台灣島啊!

我好喜歡荷蘭的大自然景色和可愛的荷蘭人! Ik hou van Holland!!

再也不能...

離開荷蘭 將會失去的事情...

不可能見到荷蘭先生 聽不到和看不到這麼多荷蘭語 每天騎著腳踏車的日子 講英文與這麼多外國人溝通的日子, 用英文上課 用英文買菜的日子, 在一年中 旅遊這麼多次的日子....

仔細地數算一個個的項目 才知道我即將要失去的東西是這麼多,而且越想就越感傷

我告訴秋秋說 數算這些項目 會讓人很感傷,秋秋說: 那你可以開始列出回台北怎麼樣會快樂的事情.

回台北 我必須列出一些需要達成的目標和徹底執行計畫的決心

鹿特丹很像台北, 也就像台北那樣地有許多高樓大廈 還有許多奇怪的建築物

擺脫不了

荷蘭给了我好多回憶,這些經驗是我從未想到, 在台北,我能容易想到我會怎麼樣或是我會經歷什麼事情

但是在荷蘭 一切的事情都難以預料,不可能想到接下來會發生什麼事又會遇到什麼人 和誰會成為朋友,最後又會留下什麼在我的記憶中

下週三我就要回台北了,我好傷心! 為什麼呢? 因為荷蘭真的好美,生活環境好舒適,荷蘭人也很友善啊

雖然擺脫不了,即便如此 我總是想著:能不能再去瓦村一次呢?

闖關遊戲

昨晚羅文和秋秋一起去買菜 煮晚餐給Howard吃 因為明天Howard就要回上海了, 時光飛逝,放暑假後大家就會回家 回到自己的國家,和大家的距離變的好搖遠,難以想樣呀!

晚飯後 一起看足球賽,西班牙對戰德國, 西班牙實力太強了! 西班牙踢進一球 贏了德國! Alvaro非常開心 拿著西班牙國旗歡呼 我們還跟他和西班牙國旗一起照相呢!

羅文因為喝了酒 不能開車所以借住在我們的宿舍裡,因為如此 那個晚上羅文一直不想睡覺,一直和我們聊天,於是我們也沒睡覺,值到天亮 我們才睡著

下午我前往市中心city hall 辦一些離開葛村的手續! 我拿著一本手冊出門去,秋秋說好像要去參加闖關遊戲呢! 但是心中覺得好感傷啊! 好捨不得葛村. 辦完手續後 我就去逛街, 我買了一張海報,是一張巴黎景色, 5.5 歐元 還也買B票 因為明天要去起司市場和風車村觀光.另外順便看看紀念品,因為要準備送家人和朋友,我決定買義氏香料和甜甜餅回台灣

時光飛逝,我的心中 想著要訂好下依個人生目標 好好充實自己的內涵 增加更多國際化的經驗!

朝向自我毀滅道路

我已朝著自我毀滅的道路前進了, 看見照片中的自己又黑又肥! 真是哀傷啊!

下午和秋秋,戴瑞克一起去看荷蘭王子彈鋼琴, 荷蘭王子彈著鋼琴的樣子好有氣質喔! 終於能看到帥氣的Jochem表演! 哈哈

我們三個人一直給荷蘭王子照相,還有拍影片! 我覺得非常有紀念價值! 聽完荷蘭王子的鋼琴演奏後,我們去吃了papajoe的漢堡,我們一起聊天,談到關於Jochem要去中國南京教荷蘭文的事情. 他計畫去中國半年,然後他想去中國很多地方旅遊! 他還會去非洲肯亞教英文, 從他身上,我學到了要趁年輕時多出國看這個地球上不同的國家;不同的世界.

昨天晚上的球賽,荷蘭贏了烏拉圭 3:2 真的非常精采! 夜晚的葛村非常吵鬧,充滿著喝醉又興奮的年輕人! 我必須要做完最後一次kitchen duty, 然後Howard, Elmo en Rowen 來我們房間home party! 他們三個人真是很搞笑,我們一起玩猜數字的遊戲, 喝酒和唱歌, 直到半夜三點結束!

回台北的班機是下週三 14th of July, 像夢一場的日子即將要結束! 我真喜歡和大家玩在一起的生活!

蟬/ 禪

每到了夏天就會聽到響亮的蟬聲,但是荷蘭似乎沒有蟬,不過應該很快會聽到記憶中的蟬聲

Aurelie從巴黎來到葛村見我們大家! 昔日好友的聚會!
和TJ 一起吃Selina煮的中國東北方的菜: 酸菜粉條,宮保雞丁,烤雞翅;和TJ 比賽吃辣椒, 烏克蘭的Alex 帶了烏克蘭的Vodka, 吞下兩杯shots.和Aurelie去買了alcohol mix drink 又喝了一杯;吃了Aurelie買的大麻蛋糕 半個,和大家一起去市中心聊天;荷蘭王子還是很可愛,他說他可以去中國教荷蘭文一年,真是令人羨慕他的才華!

隔天中午和Tifany,Bema,Aurelie去南邊的小湖野餐,吃到好吃的鴨肝配麵包,非常貴的法國美食!
下午四點半送Aurelie去火車站,她就要回巴黎了,心中覺得好寂寞

晚上Hower來Moesstraat 和我們一起吃飯, Alavado也和我們一起吃飯,林達的妹妹和朋友從台灣過來也一起吃飯
很熱鬧的晚餐;晚餐過後 Marc來找我check out