Only a drink and a drive, these were the sweetest things like I was been spoiled or pampered. I was shocked and guilty that I did not believe that I deserved these treating. The reason is maybe that I am going to leave Taiwan, study abroad for 1 year, and it is just a hospitable treat by a good, old friend who want to say goodbye.
He is a old friend who haven't meet for 2 years . It is the desire that want to see him again encouraged me to ask for a short talking and meeting. I didn't regard it as a date. I did understand we are friends. Yeah, this is an alarm or a principle that reminds me to be sensible. Keeping me to be a good girl.
The talking lasted for hours. Most of them are just funny things and experiences in school life. I tried not to see my watch and ignored the time. Sometimes, I was so childish to ask silly questions such as how to wash clothes that I regrated to ask him. Sometimes, I felt strange that he always knew what I was going to say. He is mature and independent. A good friend at the same age as me and a mentor to be.
Maybe it was because we haven't meet for months that it needed time to update and knew each other's life. It was a good and happy time. I felt so sad after the time was over. Nevertheless, I am so glad that I am going to Europe next month. If I did not become an exchange student, there might never be a chance to meet him again.
Dream is always temporary and could only exist in memory. But I will make through it. I will stay strong and be tougher. I am not a princess but a tough girl.
Fountain is always a unique place for me where I always could think of him.
This month seemed so hard to get through for me. Time went so slowly. I worked hard and tried to be busy and exhausted in order not to make me feel the time went so slowly. I can not believe I will be exchange student and study in Europe next month for 1 year.
August seems never would come. I still can not believe I am going to explore a new world. growing , learning, listening, meeting new friends.
All in all, what I need in this moment is traveling. Learning new things and experiences.
Stay strong. living and laughing at the moment.
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