22.10.10

Do not Become Such Person

Where is my passion? I've not started organizing my essays on Master application. Oh, my goodness. I will be a loser if I do not start soon. I do not want to become such people in the following argument:
The nonstarter were considered the ones who wanted stability, a strong referee to give them some position in the race, a regulative hand to calm manic speculation; an authority that can call things to a halt, begin things again from compensatorily staggered "starting line".

I read these words from head to bottom and from the bottom to the head. Again and Again, I retrospect to my past. I change my philosophy of life and adapt to become a better, competitive person in the society.

5.10.10

AT 考不好就不用出國了

今天是忙碌 拚課業的正常週二日子 早上八點課到一點滿堂的課
忙著印好推薦信 請教授簽名 真的很感謝系上教授
然後下午念AT 數學和修辭都很難 我真的好失敗喔! 感覺都沒有進步
晚上七點上閱讀課 老師又超時上課了 我也沒辦法完全使用所教的閱讀方法

想著再過一個半月 就要考AT了 根本就沒有奇蹟會發生之下
覺得 能不能? 好不好? 遇見你 不要這麼難.
同時 我也覺得 AT若考不好 就沒有機會出國了 好傷心啊  
我必須更努力了