A Nightmare About Low Score

The exam day is closing. There are at least 20 days left. I already have a nightmare that I will get low score of GMAT. OMG. it's so terrible. I'm really afraid of seeing under 650 score. No!

I want to get high score and attain master school!! I don't want to give up! Never give up!

A Tornado in This Week

The to-do list never empty. There are always exams, homework, presentation and essays on the list. I feel I do not work very efficiently. Do I lack a motivation? Do I think carefully about my future? Yes. I believe the answer is already exist in my mind for a long time. However, what really annoy me is many files and photo I have to prepare and send to the b-school.

The essays need a proofread. I have to ask a close friend to help me to proof read my essays. But who is willing to help me? Should I just try to ask and don't have a second thought? My facebook account has 279 friends on the list. Ironically, it is not so easier to ask someone to give hand than to believe that a friend would be kind enough to help. Does this mean the facebook turn to be a meaningless social network? Since these friends are seemed not real friend to me in reality.

Do not Become Such Person

Where is my passion? I've not started organizing my essays on Master application. Oh, my goodness. I will be a loser if I do not start soon. I do not want to become such people in the following argument:

The nonstarter were considered the ones who wanted stability, a strong referee to give them some position in the race, a regulative hand to calm manic speculation; an authority that can call things to a halt, begin things again from compensatorily staggered "starting line".

I read these words from head to bottom and from the bottom to the head. Again and Again, I retrospect to my past. I change my philosophy of life and adapt to become a better, competitive person in the society.